SELF ESTEEM

I want everyday to be Friday going towards the weekend but the time, moving in such a tardy fashion. Lost a bit of that zest to celebrate life, in a quandary perhaps, so God help me. Tried to lift myself up but still feeling vain, abyss. Don’t know what seems to be the focal problem, maybe need to look deeper in my REMs. Don’t really talk much, more of a vociferous doer, self-critical but now lost the passion to even judge myself. At least I am glad that my two baby siblings are enjoying themselves, have fun girls but don’t forget that scroll. Have the propensity to develop talent but when, time. Need to read, get more books but again, time is not my side, what now, have to try harder. Have to.